Alone
Army really makes my emotions messed up.
One min i’m with someone i love, the next, he’s gone and i have to wait for another week. This is the end of 2nd week since Bi’s in army. Maybe i still can’t get used to it? Everyday after i end school, i’ll either choose to stay in school to mug or home alone. Even when i’m online, i feel alone too. After bi got enlisted, the purpose of going online seems to be defeated. I hardly even go out, go town anymore.
But actually on a second thought, things ain’t that bad.
I have so much extra time that i’ll start digging out books to study. I’m always home, so my parents won’t nag at me for always hanging out late. & i’m using Bi’s phone with all his photos, his favorite songs and the shadow of him perhaps? Hah i voiced it as if he’s dead. lol Nevertheless, i miss him lots. And gonna plan a surprise something for him as next week is our 11th month. Fast ain’t it. :]
